I am Feeding You From My Heart: Manifesto of Action on Spiritual Disturbance

A better term than haunting is "spiritual disturbance". I am writing this advice for you if you are in the same position as I have known. It is a voice of experience sharing approaches of personally proven value, though I am not myself yet clear of spiritual disturbance. This is as much as I can share right now, and from my heart. In writing this I am honouring a spiritual view of voices audible in the mind being clairaudience of telepathic messages from the spirit world. I am writing about ways of dealing with what is called by alternative health sources a rare situation of spirit intrusion, when intelligent and powerful spirit parts of deceased people come into the part of the self that is the personal creative space enclosure that is the human "aura".

Step One 
Don't befriend the speaking entities. 
If you believe you are really and truly talking to ghosts in your mind that are staying local to you in your aura space, resident with you, which in the vast majority of cases you don't consciously invite or approve of, don't befriend them. It's the last thing you wish to do for them to strengthen any emotional attachment to Earth and addiction to Earth life. Be a friend to their higher good if you can, hold good will for them like God does, but I recommend never being a "friendly friend" to them. You can be gracious, but you must meet them firmly. They are feeding from your own life force when they don't have to and going against a number of spiritual laws. Also, for many reasons, it is likely that they are not going to be a friend to you, and their goal may primarily be just to survive and avoid God and responsibility out of fear. They are there to take advantage of conditions they mistakenly believe they need for life. It does not serve to be personally friendly with them in thought, word or deed, when their rightful place is far away from Earth and its people, they belong with the intelligent Light of Lights that is God in the higher spirit world going on with their lives. Do what you have to to get them out of your personal space and to protect yourself from them. It's the same rule you follow in the company of a hungry tiger. Recognise the ghost entities for what they are and be aware. There are better friends out there to know. 

Step Two
Ignore the speaking entities
This step is similar to the first step. It is borrowed from a really helpful teaching found on the website www.MichaelTeachings.com on a page called "Thought forms and dark entities: how to get rid of them". This teaches that when there are ghosts attaching to a person and speaking to their mind, the effect is like OCD and the proper treatment response is similar. Acknowledge the extra sensory perception for what it is and do nothing in response but ignore it, and then the attached souls will usually fall away and drift off for want of attention.  
This can be done. I find that my attachments have been quite deeply imbedded, hard to avoid conversing with mentally. I have recently been benefiting from repeating "Not worthy. Not worthy. Not worthy of my holy attention." as a way of unhooking myself from any arguments with them over low words. Not everything that goes through a person's mind is worth paying attention to, and even more so for someone with unhappy, unfriendly, frightened or lonely spirits talking to their mind. Again, their home is not with mortals, and your time on Earth living in health is very dear: help God by doing what you can to shake them off. Acknowledge perceptions and ignore them as far as humanly possible.
Step Three 
Be assertive of your rights. 
Most resident souls I think have understanding that they have died. These discarnate human spirit beings may not be fully lucid. It helps to remember that they are basically afraid and confused and upset. They may not always appreciate that you are real, similar to how we being schooled in scientific thinking doubt them. However, these souls, in my experience are often exploiting and abusing human beings with some understanding of what they are doing with them. You have to have appreciation for your spiritual rights, that are on a similar or higher wavelength of a solemn oath made with God. To move them out you must have faith in your rights stronger than their mass beliefs in their spirit world about their superiority to Earth people and any ideas they have justifying disrespectful treatment - which they formulate and hold as an attempt at understanding their strange situation. Your spiritual integrity as a single and private and free being is sacrosanct, you must affirm and assert this as far as humanly possible. Know and believe that you are a free being with power and holy rights with God. It is way, way, way far off Divine intention that you are suffering any sentient spiritual intrusion. It's just not meant to be, though in the free will universe it can occur as a transient state.  It is from the discarnate souls' dependent will and their poor understanding of their condition, it does not reflect universal order and Divine will, and as such it cannot abide. It may also be summoned by a place within the self inviting transformation and healing. Have faith that this Life state of undesirable community can fall away from you.  

Step Four
Live for others and the greater good
It seems the lower spirit world entities will only be with someone who has somehow a similarity with them, and they can only enter a being who is spiritually very vulnerable in terms of weakened or damaged auric containment, or also enter someone who is at like low vibration as the ones intending to enter. Vulnerability of aura can come about in a number of ways. 
In my experience the lower spirit world inhabitants who are still human souls habitually hold  lower mind qualities that we call meanness, malevolence, anger, unkindness, lower than commonly found on Earth. Now, everyone has a higher and a lower within, that's the way the world is. If you wish to move out of spiritual disturbance there is a path not through fighting whatever adversary presents itself, not in arguing or even offering them good advice, good news or healing, which goodness for me has been a wasted effort and made wasted years: the path is to do what they do not do, what they hate, what they cannot sustain or be around: live for others with a generous heart, love entirely without thought of self. Effort for the good of all.  Remember that everyone can do something for the world that is good with relative ease, that would require God or Heaven to work a major miracle to do, because we are in physical form, whereas those ones are all spirits. We are the hands of God and Heaven and the angels on Earth and can do great things! 
Purify your mind through healing your emotions and changing your way of life so that you are living at the highest level. If like me you've tried healing, you've tried encouraging them to go, take this step, it will transform your life. It's part of the process of spiritual alchemy and it is the meaning of waking up in Earth. Life itself has been called change, so allow yourself to join in! There are others who are also consciously in this process, we are as a 'yeast' of light in the world increasing its spiritual radiance and all good. 

Step Five 
Go your own way with God as your guide
Trust your own heart first in what you are living more than any other. In a predominantly secular culture, with an atheistic scientific perspective, we who hear spirit voices, who are naturally like mediums, go unrecognised and uncelebrated or even dismissed and unnecessarily medicated. Who are you making the authority in your life? Don't hand your body and mind over to another, not even a trained doctor called an expert. Modern Western scientific psychology is only about 140 years old, partially helpful, and incomplete; it is a juvenile science and one-sided, being based strictly in a materialist position.
Some humans of Earth used to think our sun orbited the planet; mass views can be false and change wholesale. I look forward to a time when, for example, Tibetan Buddhist masters are consulted for their expertise generated from many hundreds of years of careful psychological study, or indigenous shamanic healing practitioners of longstanding tradition are asked for advice in psychiatry. I don't think those days are far away. Really though, no one has a monopoly on truth, no one. God speaks to each from a home within every human heart. So, love the God that is manifesting as your doctor, but only be devoted to the truth that the God within you is speaking. We may have reasons to be angry, let's just change the culture instead, and do so in the best way. I stand up for the tradition of spirituality down the ages that gives total credence to the human ability to know more with the mind than the physical senses alone give. Mental voices can be objectively real in origin. 

Step Six
It's okay to let go. 
Know that you are more than you seem to be. You are an indestructible being. Let yourself be more than body-mind self. Be the cloud of your aura, bright and colourful. Be the vision of paradise in your mind that you can be with at will. In truth you are the highest energy that exists in Life, and you go beyond the world in your whole soul and are communing with God. There is something about everyone that exists that is beyond any danger or storm the world brings. That place of being is also only good, only loving. It is not true that you are fallen if you have gone astray and got caught in lower energies, you have had an Earthly setback fully subject to correction and balancing. Who you are is eternally great, good and loved. Perhaps you don't see this in the Life you know, but surely this is truth. First you believe, then you find your way, then you know it all, with all saints and masters since forever and for all time. Where are you? We can know Heaven and live with Heaven on Earth.  

Step Seven
Read, study, learn.  
Education, education, education. If you are reading this you have a taste of something that is beyond the common culture. It may be the universe is asking you to take part in your own healing, when you ask for a change in Life, you yourself may be a medium of that with a part to play.  Go to a spiritualist church and learn to close down psychic awareness or open it at will, find a good book on psychic development. Find a mentor in spiritual knowledge.  Surely if you are hearing voices it is naturally possible that you are awake as a psychic person, and you got that way without any special preparation; psychicness is normal! It is imperative for a person with really strong spiritual sensitivity to gain skills of self-safeguarding and energy management - for example slowing personal growth by closing chakras, or shielding the self with coloured light or mirrored surfaces around the aura. This is a call to wake up to the situation  that is there, because there are ways for you to help yourself, if you know them. In a world where people can be more or less spiritually sensitive, and where there is such a thing as creative subtle influence of mind - where we can affect each other, whether from when we are alive on Earth or afterwards, between lives - it may be important for an individual to combine awareness with skills or shared understanding on how to live in that world. Everyone is in a different 'place' in their experience; if it is meaningful to you to be safe and live in peace and harmony as a psychic, there are ways to do this, and be schooled in it.
After all that though, you may find that emotional healing and opening to love is your central tool for peace.

Step Eight 
Get help 
If you are stuck and in discomfort or afraid, reach out to another person and talk and ask for help as best you can. A friendly and wise priest, a trusted faith healer, an official medical figure, a family member or close friend - talk to someone and seek help. No-one is alone in truth, in truth everyone has friends. There are ways and means to remedy spiritual emergency related to spirit disturbance, whether that be some kind of talking therapy, even helpful medication or asylum refuge, all the way to the intervention of someone who has psychic sensitivity and more strength than you who cares and knows enough and can help. Not everyone called an exorcist is really going to be one (please watch out for dishonest people) - and even true exorcists might not be able to help you because of personal conditions and the readiness of a person to be healed. It makes no sense to stand in a corner like a boxer taking hits long-term, when there is something you can do about it. Do something positive, especially when you would like to be living on a happier path and time is passing. You can't always do everything alone, you have a very good chance if you join forces with another.  And if you don't succeed at first, keep going, keep looking, think cleverly, above all, keep looking for the right person to help you. Persistence is one of THE keys to success on Earth. Don't let the disturbed souls in a 'dream' fighting you and mocking your boundaries be the only ones persisting to act. There are people who know what to do about spiritual disturbance, which they don't do just through a gift of personal strength but by working with allies from higher realms of spirit who are strong and peaceful. Maybe your path is finding such allies, perhaps with training by an existing healer, I don't know. Or it is simply to join in this 'dance' of allowing a group action healing to occur. I believe in spiritual healing, I have known it, and can vouch for it. 

Step Nine 
Keep the faith
I know from their sayings to me that the host of Heaven are always supportive of me in my life in this world. They back us. I know in my heart that there is a greater truth about Life that is good. Call it what you will the intelligence of the Allness, I call it God, Love, Bliss, Friend. I have read that God always wishes you to be your best self in the greatest life story you can imagine for yourself. I have read that there is no cause of suffering in Life, only a cause of joy from the beginning of Creation. These are very old truths and also new truths. Part of being in health is keeping a positive mentality. Everywhere people are proclaiming good news about Life. If you look and listen, you will find a real abundance of good news, of reasons to be joyful. It comforts me to believe in a Higher Power above all others and sustaining all others that is guiding the existence I am in, and it comforts me to have hope in the plan God has for myself and all Life. Faith can be a great support and strength during any period of hardship. God is always calling us to full self-remembrance and knowledge of joy and to love one another.

Step Ten
Chill, baby
 Now it's time to put your philosophical hat on and take off your hat of worry. Your philosophical hat is large and loosely worn, stately, though comfortable. It suits you! (Don't bother with that other one too much.) 
Life challenges are not forever. Neither are they everything, or the point of Life. Life is in who you are when you are not looking at yourself. Life is in the way you feel when you are free from care. Life is asking you NOT TO STARE at the difficult stuff. Life is reminding you of the Essence and giving you a playful dig in the ribs. Look at this! Did you see it? Tell me you noticed the wonder, beauty and perfection of what is going on? You're part of it! You are the million mile wide sun and the billions years old Earth. You are as good as that hero, as fine as that brilliant mind, you are as strong as anyone who has ever lived! You go into every new day with the same luck and blessings as any one who has ever lived! There is a picture of you and it is as sweet as the eternal beauty of the ocean, the forest, the twilight, the smell of fresh air in the early morning, the profound majesty of whale or elephant. Do you get that you are adorable as any wonder of Creation? 
If it can change, it will. Picture your perfect life conditions and hold that. The answer is not always in poring over details trying to fix them within the limitations of all you know. God knows your prayers and what is good for you already, trust that all is working for your great happiness. 
Lastly, slow down. I know what it is to be busy in your mind and outwardly busy too. You can remedy this by taking breaks during the day, and going further than simple and shallow relaxation. Do more than rest in sleep, get conscious rest too - find ways to relax and rest during waking hours, for example through a "meditation" method. Such rest is highly rewarding and will replenish you more than what you ordinarily might consider relaxing (for example TV, chatting, music, intoxicants). If you don't rest you will be weaker; I commend you to pursue a deliberate deep relaxation method during the daytime. Meditation can be exactly like a medicine. Be able to let go of effort, relaxing the will and resting, and do so safely.  



That's all. I am feeding you from my heart's truth. I hope you will find something to digest and be fed by here. 
I am glad to be one voice of many, and many voices have given to me to bring me to this stage; there are yet further views to consider, too. 
I will put this post as a page here on the blog.  I hope that the people who come to this blog benefit from this page if it is relevant to them. I hope these steps give one or many "quantum leaps" in your life, readers! 
There must be more to say - I am not out of the woods yet, but I am sharing with you trustworthy ideas to help you on your way through the temporary life condition that is disturbance of human mind and being through the awareness of human spirits temporarily in lower evolution. For myself, I feel like I have really begun an alchemical process of change recently, I feel hope. I wish every reader hope, happiness and happy awakenings in your Life, in all ways that are best.  

Mr. S.

Voices In The Night: A Prediction

The other night I heard a voice. As is so often the case, it was in my head. I believe that's scientifically possible! Just no where near provable today... Anyway this was my cousin, (who is alive). I believe she was asleep, and I believe this is not the first time I have connected 'telepathically' with sleeping living people, such is my sensitivity. In sleep we are, according to people more knowing than me, more astrally active, so such transferences are readily possible. I even think I once had a vision of someone else's dream, as it happened.

Anyway: she said to me, with some amazement in her voice, "You will be better in three to four years."

I had previously and recently been thinking the same thing. I can just sense it, somehow, that I will be stronger, more confident, happier, more on an equal footing with the mentally healthy members of the human race, all within a few years. I think this will come about through the gradual recovery that goes on for me, and just through the changes that we go through as we get older. I recently turned 31, and feel that I am approaching the prime of my life. So these are good thoughts on my behalf, good intuitions, and good 'hearing' - from my cousin's voice, it sounded as if she had come to this understanding from a higher source of information.

I don't think that in 3 or 4 years I will stop hearing voices and feeling forces on my thoughts. I think that as time goes on I get stronger, despite everything else. It's a slow process, but I will be stronger than the condition I have been in, and so I will put distance between myself and that condition, and spend more of my time in normality and less in paranormality.

Warning! Opinions On This Blog May Change

I notice that I have changed my mind over a few things.

• I have attributed a significant amount of the psychic attack I get to mortals - not true, there is not such a significant amount in fact, the problem is in the spirit world, and being out of harmony in general.
• 'Delusions of reference' style telepathy (sending thoughts etc to people on TV, in films; my current stance is that it is definitely something I go through as a sender, but not certainly something received. However I believe it is possible; I have seen others doing it! I have heard it happen!

I had a hard time defining the telepathy stuff when I was writing it down in an earlier post. I am aware of what it might sound like ('irrational') when I talk about being plagued buy the thoughts of living people on Earth, or bothering newsreaders and presenters with my thoughts.
Still, the rest is as it stands, unless I find anything else in the blog's older posts that needs changing.



This is still a blog about spirit-originated psychic attack/'demonic oppression', about the condition of spirit attack overlapping with schizophrenia, and establishing credence for the happening of the former despite the presence of the latter.

Too Open. Painfully Psychic Mind

I remember the exact turning point when I was walking down the street and thought others could know my thoughts. In Heaven this is probably normal, but there they are also filled with the highest love, God's Love. Here on Earth, this can be a very uncomfortable state...

My theory is this: a 'shell' of awareness becomes damaged or lost, so that it is more obvious what is going through one's mind. They say communication is telepathic, normally - you meet someone and you instantly connect with them; when you are too open, this connection is very uncomfortable, feels embarrassing and is subject to negative manipulation. (However, normally, telepathic connection occurs at a higher level than we can consciously know about).

For me, psychosis came about through use (or abuse) of cannabis. It's not all misdiagnosed psychicness in my situation. I have hallucinated and been delusional. This feeling of openness is common to people with schizophrenia, is a scientifically identifed symptom.
Knowing spiritual people claim that cannabis 'turns off the aura'. I have previously stated that the biofield around every being acts to a degree to preserve positive energetic awareness, so when it is disabled, of course we will be subject to spiritual manipulation and negative spiritual interactions, if we have the luck to attract that. The aura has different layers, commonly called 'bodies'; there are different bodies affecting the different parts of body and mind. I think perhaps some damage occurs to the mental body around the head to create this painful openness (telepathic openness); or perhaps it is a question of the aura not functioning as it usually does, or not being grounded enough (not strong enough in its connection to the Earth).


Also, in my experience, openness is maintained by the connection I have with malevolent spirits. I believe that if I was at peace with them, the openness would go away. I would feel more comfortable in public, I would feel 'normal' around others. They act like an obstacle blocking a door open and keeping it from shutting.

It must be there is a shell of awareness, as I have stated, that keeps us from being bombarded by telepathic messages, and keeps our thoughts private (although in a semi-permeable way, being open to the Light and the agents of Light in Heaven).
It is this shell of awareness that the malevolent spirits try and break through in attempting to force telepathic awareness between me and others, often intiating sudden psychic awareness, and with the sole intention of causing distress. This does, I know, require a leap of faith, for most. Telepathy and interference with telepathic abilities and ordinary awareness. This is the furthest edge of the paranormal, then! I can explain, but here, it's hardest to believe!

This hostile psychic influence is like forced penetration. It violates privacy and the right to peace. The spirits who are causing this are forcing connection between their mind and mine, or in three ways, between their mind and my mind and that of another or others. On some level it must bring them peace to be within this enclosure of intimacy, it must make all things right with them, allowing them to feel safe and normal. It is the psychology of intrusion and super-control playing out. On some level, they are displaced, and can only feel whole by displacing another and residing in their place.


Furthermore, open awareness means openness to psychic pollution, not only actively from the lower spirit realms in the form of spirit attack, but in ambient ways, since outside the aura there is a degree of psychic pollution, both from the lower spirit realms and surrounding the Earth. It is said that the negative thoughts and emotions that people have surround the earth like smog, slowing the evolution of all life on Earth and causing harm. Perhaps the feeling of not being in grace - of being cursed - comes from openness, from connection with beings living in energetic pollution, constantly channelling feelings of discontent into my mind.
New Age teachings say that people now are being called on to practise mental hygiene for the good of all, to monitor their thoughts and feelings and keep them 'positive', that is, loving, rather than fear-based. Actually, part of my day-to-day responses to spirit intrusion is strict mental hygiene, is ensuring I do not upset my energy further by engaging in negative thinking. I try to use positive language in speaking and thinking, and I try not to harbour negative emotions. I keep my mind clean with affirmations and prayer. Actually, all the 'mental hygiene' is quite an effort, - it could seem overly fussy or obsessive, but it bears great fruit in keeping my mind stable, making things easier.


So what else can I write about telepathic openness? This: it is like we are in a world where we have forgotten the facts and live in our beliefs, such as they are. Is there ultimately anything wrong with being naked? If we 'dream' that nakedness is bad, we will be distressed if we are made to be naked. We choose shame, when if we were knowing we would choose peace. Enforced nudity is different though, in that there is the aspect of injury and violation of the individual will, and how should we deal with that? It is the same as with any crime: with compassion, with forgiveness as much as we are able. There is a higher spiritual truth that we can access about this overriding of individual will, in forgiving the mistakes that another makes on their route of spiritual evolution, in mishandling us. The angels say we all stumble on the path, like little children, and God understands that.
Enforced mental nudity? This can only be because the ones who do the revealing were never comfortable with their own mental nudity, were never comfortable with their own thoughts and feelings, were never loving towards themselves for what went through their minds, and repeat this every time they seek to shame us by revealing our thoughts in forced telepathic connection with others and intruding into our space aggressively. They are not at peace with themselves. If you are at peace with your naked mind, show them how to be peaceful in the same way. This will be healing.

Mr S' Believe It Or Not...

Yesterday I had to employ the services of a locksmith. Out of sheer happiness to be helped, I tipped him on top of a not inconsiderable sum, and as he went away, his thoughts came to me that I was " a nice man." I heard him thinking as I was shutting the door and as he was going away. He did not seem aware that he was heard thinking. I wonder if it was heard and communicated by the fact of the presence of the 'ghosts' (ghost-people) around me listening to him thinking. Still, this was nice - nice to be nice, and nice to be telepathic!


It should be noted that although I am very telepathic when no one is around, - often hearing people who I can sense are living 'in the body' on earth, as well as having running jokes with visiting spirits and highly conscious ghost-people around me, - it is extremely rare for me to hear the thoughts of people I am physically around.
Shall I complicate this? I'll go on - it is typical of the overlooking harmful disturbing spirits to force my thoughts out of me to telepathically connect with others in awkward and distressing ways, to shame me or others. Telepathy is their favourite medium, and their chief asset, due to their spiritual state. I feel sure that they caused others to hear my thoughts or sense my mind's workings - and cause sudden psychic awakening in those others. These spirits often delight in causing confusion and upset, and they use me as a medium to do it. My mind gets possessed. I feel a pressure on my thoughts. This is the same pressure that I feel ordinarily, diverting my thoughts into painful avenues when these harmful spirits are attacking me. That is, when there is potential for me to think a distressing thought, they will forcibly change the direction of my thinking to focus on the painful idea related to what I was thinking about. It comes with the feeling of psychological torturing.

This sounds so far-fetched, but it is good to articulate and share it. I guess, as I said, I have 'complicated' this post by going on into the related subject of telepathic attack. But, this is a good description of what goes on inside me (or, if you like, what seems to go on inside me).

To explain further - I think someone who does not share this condition may be thinking, well how can diverting thoughts hurt? Well, I say, think about why words hurt. That's in the core of this. Is it true that "sticks and stones may break my bones, but words will never hurt me", as some of us are taught to remember as children? Is that true? Not in my experience. Secondly, think about tools of psychological torture such as guilt and shame - the spirits, more or less deliberately, work to inflict a negative self-image based on the past and present. Lastly, think about aversion - those things to which we naturally prefer to avoid, whether what we are avoiding is real outside us or can be real in our minds as ideas. If you don't like spiders, if I am a spirit, sometimes I will be able to make you think about spiders and feel uncomfortable. If something could remind you of some personal shame or guilt, if I am a spirit, I will be able to make your mind dwell on that painful thought. And sometimes the harshness of unascended spirits comes through, - their anger and discontent comes through - as violent language ('cursing' / 'swearing' language) or even violent imagery at times. they have so much anger to express and rid themselves of, it comes through at every available opportunity.
Again, I believe I have described clearly what happens inside of me during this experience of "spirit attack". So is my work here done?! I mean is this the higher purpose of this blog? Perhaps. And perhaps its other functions include further analysis of the parts of this condition, and possible remedies.

I apologise for my language sounding complex and like a university lecturer! I consciously try to write in an accessible style, but sometimes I slip into words like the ones I use when writing privately about this, in my journal.


Until next time,
Wishing you good luck in your health,


Mr S

"Delusions Of Reference": What It's Like On The Inside

Delusions of reference, as I understand it, is when you watch TV or films, or listen to music or the radio etc, and think that there is some personal communication going on between you and the media involved, when there isn't.

When I get this, I feel a surge of force coming in apparently from outside me, with hostile intent attached to said force, and then some negativity will leave me like an arrow fired from a bow - and the negativity will be some very deprecating observation intended to cause emotional injury, and this apparent communication occurs more on a dimension of knowing than on a verbal telepathic basis.


OK, so in the spiritual outlook, people have varying degrees of sensitivity. Some people may be aware of being stared at from behind (the famous scenario when you're sitting on the bus/train and feel someone reading your newspaper over your shoulder). Some people may be responsive to others brooding over their personal faults. Some people can go through life, living three score and ten years, and never have a psychic spiritual experience of any kind. Then you have Colin Fry, Gordon Smith, Derek Acorah - the fully-functioning mediums, people born with great spiritual sensitivity. Me? I claim to be clairaudient, and disagree that 'hearing voices' is always a sign that a brain is malfunctioning and producing perceptual distortions/auditory hallucinations. I also believe in telepathy, which is some form of direct mind-to-mind communication. Most often it is supposed to occur under episodes of heightened emotion, and even then it depends upon someone sensitive to 'send' the thought. With me, I feel psychically 'naked' in public, as if my telepathic side is broken, and some of my mental energy is forced out of me. This is more pronounced when watching television, listening to radio and so on, and I most often have a sense of interference so that a hostile energy causes me to make a telepathic connection. I usually feel that some connection is made, so I avoid mass media, to keep my karma good (!!).


If you were following this, I may have lost you in the last paragraph. Surely if everyone schizophrenic is watching a TV program, they can't all be telepathically communicating with, say, the presenter?
Well, I can only say that the interference of  a hostile person seems real, the negativity most likely feels like it does engage with the intended person. [By the way, the same interference on a knowing level occurs to injure me, normally, when the disturbance is more distant than 'local' (local being negative interactions with 'ghosts' around me)]. I wish it were not so. I like watching TV and films at will, but I abstain, partly because I believe that a disturbance is happening, and partly because I don't like the experience of having intrusion and interference. I don't think that my situation is so common. When I have these moments of intrusion and manipulation of my mind, the forces involved are very powerful. Likewise, when I am in public, the forces I feel around my mind are very powerful. It could well be that I am a powerful sender of thoughts, and my spiritual awareness is certainly high enough to allow that (already being open to Spirit in clairaudience etc), and my sensations of psychic nakedness would help any interference and direct mind-to-mind communication to occur.

I believe there could be a correlation between psychic sensitivity and schizophrenia. I believe a lot of schizophrenic people are actually psychic, powerfully psychic and often psychic in a dysfunctional way. Being ignored in this by medical helpers is a barrier to wellness - obviously the doctor might think a person is much more ill than they are if they seem to be experiencing massive psychic traffic and they count that as psychosis.

Have you seen "The Men Who Star At Goats"? All of this would have been taken seriously by them! They would have had me in their division!

I read recently that communication is telepathic, and that when we meet each other face-to-face, we join in an energetic way, and have a higher sense of knowing about each other, so we can consciously easily guess what the other is feeling, guess how their mood is and how they feel about themselves in terms of self-love and self-esteem.
I actually get interference to my face-to-face communication, so that others' first impressions of me may be negative, because of the negativity coming through me from outside. In this way I am quite mediumistic, and like a 'channel'  - it expresses not just within my mind but externally in my physical self, my eyes and face and even movements.
As I said above, there is psychic nakedness; I feel as if some mental shell is removed and damaged in me, ordinarily (presumably from intensive cannabis abuse around the age of 18). Combined with a powerful negative emotionality watching over me, it is no wonder that I feel self-conscious in public and prefer to remain at home, where I feel psychologically comfortable and more natural. This nakedness is to be noted as a significant aspect of the condition. It is a hyper-sensitivity, and probably the reason why I can feel actively watched and interfered with by the hostile ones who I believe are spirit-people, (people who were once alive in dense form on Earth and now have died, left the body and spiritually are in part-ascension and choosing to disrupt mortal life on Earth). There is a shell missing, so there is easy intrusion.


OK, this has likely been a taxing read. Quite an intricate group of statements. Class dismissed! For now...
I hope this has been helpful to the reader, providing insight into the life of the 'schizophrenic' person.

Telepathy

This is one that's going to get alarm bells going, too, telepathy - but I think it's far more common than most assume.

I realise that I get a lot of unidentified telepaths speaking in my mind every day.
Senders and receivers. Apparently we all fall into one of those two camps.
I must be a sender, because I get a lot of people hearing me. I get a lot of response to thoughts - flirty, funny, friendly or critical. Any of these can be intrusive - or not - but the critical ones will obviously be more likely to put a spanner in the works emotionally. Yes, being psychic can be fun, if you are 'alone', you can be laughing away because there's someone else there to share the joke!! Which, guess what, can look or sound crazy, and has embarrassed me, or nearly embarrassed me a number of times.

The amount of telepathy I get means that there must be a lot of telepathic people out there. I can sense, or figure out, that who I am hearing in my mind is mortal and not discarnate or celestial. You can just always tell. Celestial ones are loving, other spiritual ones are likely irritable or hostile, and earthly ones - I don't know, but I can tell that they're mortal.

Apparently everyone is telepathic. Apparently the telepathic centres are the meridians that run along the upper sides of the head.
Where thought goes, there energy follows is the famous saying. If you think of someone negatively, you will affect their mood - that's a telepathic effect.

It's hard to substantiate, but I think that I am so telepathic that I can cause others to awaken by being around them, and this is to do with the energy of intrusion that comes from hostile spirits. In public they can seek to shame me by causing telepathic connection with those I am around, whilst communicating a strong suggestion that I am unworthy. - That's painful, and sounds strange, but it's something that happens very often, and I think it contributes to my social phobia.
One person I was around for a while I later heard thinking "Am I mad?", as I had triggered an awakening in them; on another occasion I heard someone thinking the same thing, after spending a couple of hours in the same room with them and others during a turbulent inner conflict.

Again, I feel that last group of statements was a little weak in authority as testifying to something true and real (at the point where I was able to say that I had heard others thinking). This happens. It's the essence of telepathy!
When you hear the voices of celestial people, that's telepathy. When you hear the voices of ghost-people and hostile spirit-people in the etheric, that's telepathy.


I heard my brother thinking, not so long ago. He was going through a tough time, a personal crisis, and I heard him thinking "Who am I?" in an anguished way. I asked him about this later that night... and he confirmed it to me. This is quite a rare thing, a confirmed case of telepathy. That's a good thing to me personally, because I often feel a gap in authority when I'm telling him (and my mother) about my esoteric experiences of spiritual sensing - I suppose ever since I used to say irrational thing in the early stages of my schizophrenia; things like a confirmed instance of telepathy help my credibility with them.
They won't, for instance, believe that my once-deceased, passed-over, 'dead' father, now in  Heaven, can be a pain in the back end quite often, in telling me what to do - that's not how spirits are supposed to act, they say. Maybe they aren't supposed to act that way, but they do! I get a sense of his presence, feel his irritation, and even get interference with what I am doing (most frequently a blocking of my creativity when I am playing the keyboard and he thinks I should be doing other things with my time). Quite satisfying that I now get to publicly get my own back and have a go at my dad in this post...

So, telepathy, very common among the population. There you go - and everyone's telepathic, that's how the universe works, just more or less noticeably.