Happy Report

It is important to be believed in. I found someone new who believes in me. This is quite outstanding.

He is an agnostic, his sister is very spiritually sensitive, and... he is my community psychiatric nurse. It's amazing! Someone from the psychiatric side of things giving credence to my story!

He didn't say it outright, but said enough to show that he considers the matter. He said he wasn't sure if I am really ill or suffering from spiritual trouble. Imagine!! I am so happy.

I think this is the first time I have heard any kind of outright corroboration like this.

So, is it possible that a person can awaken to spiritual sensitvity and show symptoms of mental illness? I say yes. What do you think?

Clearly, if you follow my beliefs, spiritual sensitivity can cause immense health problems, - spiritual sensitivity itself can cause conditions of mental illness.

I suppose this places me in the position of someone in a state of "spiritual emergency", the term from transpersonal psychology that could well indicate the future of psychology, that incoroporates all sides of humanity in mental health care.

Orgonite Advice

I watched this video on youtube - (link) about releasing a negative entity from your 'sphere'. It gives commands that can be used, as well as a prayer for the help of the Archangel Michael, and two pieces of advice: 1) carry some 'orgonite' - an object that is man-made using crystals and metal and resin and organic material which converts negative energy to helathy energy; 2) contact a healer for help.

Since watching this video I have bought an orgonite pendant, which I think may be helping me, and I have contacted a healer. The healer, a very psychic lady, was very kind and said "If I am sucessful, then make a donation". Unfotunately I am still noticing the presence of ghosts around me.

(One of these ghosts is rather friendly, making jokes and caring about what happens to me, but that does not stop him for being somewhat an enemy to my wellbeing - and his own, in choosing not to ascend to the Light).

So this has helped, and I hope it might help you. I came across this information in my habitual search for a solution on the Internet. There's plenty of information out there on this sort of thing! I just have t find some that  works.

PS I for one do not readily believe in the Archangels, I think they are human constructs - how could it be otherwise? Unless way back in history the archangels gave their names to Biblical writers. I do however believe in angels and the ministry of angels, though I have not had any contact with angels. Except... one night on going to bed I asked for angels to surround the house I was in at the four corners of it, and in the night I had a dream in which I saw beings in bright white clothes standing outside. Also, once, after my granny died, I had a dream in which I saw her standing in the house I was in, and she was holding the hand of a happy person all dressed in white (an angel? Or another Hevanely helper?) Second also, (!) I had been thinking of angels, I picked up a book, heard a number spoken (like 44) and opened the book up at that exact page! So that's the extent of my angelic experience - I suppose I mean that I have not had clear waking communciation/ conversation with the angels... yet. As I said, I believe in them and their ministry to all mankind.

Mr. S' Anonymity

Mr. S chooses anonymity in writing his blog because - well, can you guess? It's because he's afraid of people who know him finding out he's ill, should they Google his name and find the blog... but more than that, it's also because he does not wish others to think him crazy - when they read his opinions, that is.

These are fairly secret beliefs of mine, when it comes to telepathy and 'evil' spirits (evil-behaving spirits), and I'm aware that they are so far out of most people's lives as to be seen as frankly insane and not entertained, especially as I'm diagnosed with schizophrenia. (Once more, I don't deny that I have had schizophrenic symptoms, I just also think there is this unusual 'supernatural' aspect to what I go through as well).

And why not be anonymous, if I can? I'd rather publish my beliefs, that's enough. It's my choice, given what I expect would be a negative reaction to the blog. It's not just the general phobias about people with schizophrenia being all of them dangerous, it's the way we tend to see each other and grant each other respect based on judgements, as well.

It's one thing saying you have schizophrenia when you are able to behave quite normally, like I do, it's another talking about your worldview when it's... like mine.

Three aspects to my situation: frequent daily suffering, supposedly caused by real external forces, and occasional (ie twice) slipping into hallucination and delusion. Medicine has successfully removed delusions and prevents me from having hallucinatory breakdowns, but does not remove the other so-called delusions and hallucinations, the ones I claim are real, ie the interactions with etheric life.

I hear ghosts! Is that so hard to believe? PS ...and also friendly spirits. And, most of all, I am open to persecution by lower spirits.

I wonder (again) what any spiritualists would make of this.