The understanding of what it is to be troubled by hostile spirits is fairly common - there is a certain awareness about what that means. If you say "possessed by a devil", people will understand that someone is being severely troubled by a devil, a hostile spirit. I'd like to write more about what this means here, and notably to write about how the disturbance crosses over from the personal to affect others directly too.
For me spiritual disturbance is a force on my mind that calls attention to ideas that I may be strongly averse to, thus causing me pain; it depends on mental surveillance, on a loss of my mental privacy. Loss of mental privacy is a constant while I have ghosts around me and while I am receiving the attentions of spirits further away in the lower astral.
Secondly it is a force on my mind that corrupts and pollutes by temporarily 'possessing' my thoughts, effectively speaking through my thought-voice in ways that are unwholesome and that happen to be contrary to my natural tendencies (thus causing me pain).
Thirdly, it is a force that works with my mediumistic, psychic awareness, momentarily taking control of it and forcefully directing thoughts not of my choosing out from me towards another. So this condition seems to affect others as well. Typically the projected energies may be designed to make another think badly of me, to cause me shame and social rejection, or they can be attacks on others, on their self-esteem, or, I find, something much more unfortunate. The projections are not bound by time or space, and can occur when I am exposed to 'media' (films, radio, music), to the effect that a kind of fore-telling may be forced out of me, for example if I know that someone involved in the media recording will come to die. How? If a recording is made in 1975, and the person dies in 1983, and I know this, I will be extremely uncomfortable listening to the 1975 recording, struggling to suppress the force that seeks to take control of my psychic faculties to project out heinous revelations. This I would call strong evil. As you can imagine, this third aspect of mental intrusion leaves its mark on my conscience and reputation. I hesitated to write of this third aspect, because of the way it reflects on me, but I write about it in the hopes that it may help someone.
Perhaps, for the skeptics (!), you had been reading about the first two aspects of spirit attack with some tolerance, but then could not at all consider the third aspect of attack to be true. Well, of course, I am deadly serious in claiming the truth of this. This is why this blog is a blog about the paranormal; it deals with a reality that is unusual and far away from the everyday experience of most people. And that's good for them - they are spared the suffering and the struggles with beings of strong hostile intent. But what I'm talking about in this third aspect of disturbance is telepathic transmission of mental energies - is that really so unreasonable? Do you really think that is impossible? All of the interchanges within this syndrome take place within the psychic realm. I'm not physically sharing space with people who can be deemed pychopathically hostile.
So, now I've come clean.
Predominantly the disturbances I experience are of the first two kinds, which are very frequent, and together with the frequent mental traffic I get from hearing voices that are unwelcome, these account for the majority of discomfort I feel. Just hearing voices of a neutral kind, at the wrong time, can be extremely wearing, like "the straw that broke the camel's back", and cause feelings of total despair, exceeding personal will power to the point of leading to suicidal feelings. This is where meditation comes in, to actively seek during easier times a 'window' in the mental intrusion, and taste peace. Otherwise the troubling can seem relentless, and we despair.
Do some research, and you find that drug-taking is a cause of people needing to take steps to spiritually defend and protect themselves. I'm still trying to put a stop to this trouble for myself, to change things back to normal. I hope that for some, reading this blog will certainly be an advert for avoiding drugs and being safe during spiritual practices.
For me spiritual disturbance is a force on my mind that calls attention to ideas that I may be strongly averse to, thus causing me pain; it depends on mental surveillance, on a loss of my mental privacy. Loss of mental privacy is a constant while I have ghosts around me and while I am receiving the attentions of spirits further away in the lower astral.
Secondly it is a force on my mind that corrupts and pollutes by temporarily 'possessing' my thoughts, effectively speaking through my thought-voice in ways that are unwholesome and that happen to be contrary to my natural tendencies (thus causing me pain).
Thirdly, it is a force that works with my mediumistic, psychic awareness, momentarily taking control of it and forcefully directing thoughts not of my choosing out from me towards another. So this condition seems to affect others as well. Typically the projected energies may be designed to make another think badly of me, to cause me shame and social rejection, or they can be attacks on others, on their self-esteem, or, I find, something much more unfortunate. The projections are not bound by time or space, and can occur when I am exposed to 'media' (films, radio, music), to the effect that a kind of fore-telling may be forced out of me, for example if I know that someone involved in the media recording will come to die. How? If a recording is made in 1975, and the person dies in 1983, and I know this, I will be extremely uncomfortable listening to the 1975 recording, struggling to suppress the force that seeks to take control of my psychic faculties to project out heinous revelations. This I would call strong evil. As you can imagine, this third aspect of mental intrusion leaves its mark on my conscience and reputation. I hesitated to write of this third aspect, because of the way it reflects on me, but I write about it in the hopes that it may help someone.
Perhaps, for the skeptics (!), you had been reading about the first two aspects of spirit attack with some tolerance, but then could not at all consider the third aspect of attack to be true. Well, of course, I am deadly serious in claiming the truth of this. This is why this blog is a blog about the paranormal; it deals with a reality that is unusual and far away from the everyday experience of most people. And that's good for them - they are spared the suffering and the struggles with beings of strong hostile intent. But what I'm talking about in this third aspect of disturbance is telepathic transmission of mental energies - is that really so unreasonable? Do you really think that is impossible? All of the interchanges within this syndrome take place within the psychic realm. I'm not physically sharing space with people who can be deemed pychopathically hostile.
So, now I've come clean.
Predominantly the disturbances I experience are of the first two kinds, which are very frequent, and together with the frequent mental traffic I get from hearing voices that are unwelcome, these account for the majority of discomfort I feel. Just hearing voices of a neutral kind, at the wrong time, can be extremely wearing, like "the straw that broke the camel's back", and cause feelings of total despair, exceeding personal will power to the point of leading to suicidal feelings. This is where meditation comes in, to actively seek during easier times a 'window' in the mental intrusion, and taste peace. Otherwise the troubling can seem relentless, and we despair.
Do some research, and you find that drug-taking is a cause of people needing to take steps to spiritually defend and protect themselves. I'm still trying to put a stop to this trouble for myself, to change things back to normal. I hope that for some, reading this blog will certainly be an advert for avoiding drugs and being safe during spiritual practices.
BELLYBUTTONS & GRAVESTONES
ReplyDeleteYou leave behind the only world that you have ever known
And blindly enter into another totally different
One when you are born.
You will repeat this remarkable process again when you die!
In the last and final act of separation from the only world that you have ever known, a cord is cut and the life support system that has sustained you since your beginning completely shuts down. Incredibly, an entirely new life support system takes over and you find a way to breathe by catching a new breath. All of this should be familiar territory to you but it's no wonder that you can't remember dieing. Your mind lost consciousness in order to survive the trauma, just like it does during a bad accident. Your throat was sliced, when the surgeon cut the umbilical cord that had sustained you, since your conception. Birth actually seems like death to the one who is about to be born because in childbearing; there are many that do not survive. For them, birth is death. Your Bellybutton is living proof that you had to survive death in order to get here... and there you were thinking, that your Bellybutton was nothing more than a dust collector.
MOTHER NATURE GAVE YOU A BELLY BUTTON ON YOUR BIRTHDAY. A Bellybutton is an odd gift indeed but it was given to you, on your very first birthday, so that you would never forget just how remarkable you are. You have already survived death once and you even have the scar to prove it! Your Bellybutton is a symbol of "your past life" and the mark of an extraordinary survivor. Coincidentally, the word "GRAVE" means; to mark, or engrave. Gravestones are "Marking Stones". Bellybuttons and Gravestones are marks that are left behind after a passing.
As strange as it may seem, human bodies are transportation devices. You came out of your mother's body when you were born, and you will come out of your own body when you die. A human body brought you into this world and a human body will release you from it. Dying and being born are the very same thing but it's the outcome of the act that determines how we choose to use the words.
Human beings are truly remarkable and that is why, we use two words instead of only one, to describe ourselves as a species. We use the term "Human Being" to describe ourselves because there are two separate parts to our nature. The "Human" part of your nature is your Visible Outer Person (VOP). The "Being" part of your nature is your Invisible Inner Person (IIP)... or otherwise known as, your inner person(ality). Your Outer Person(OP) is made of physical matter but your Inner Personality (IP) is not. A doctor cannot find your personality with a scalpel or a microscope and that's too bad... because your personality was essentially created from two other personalities (mother/father), therefore you were born with a "split personality". Your purpose in life is to develop the split-minded personality that you were born with into a "single-minded one, before you die..
Your personality is growing inside of you just like a baby in a womb. It's developing and changing during every minute of every day. In fact, you are not the same person today that you were yesterday, or for that matter... ten minutes ago. Personality growth ends when death begins. Death separates the non-physical part of your nature from the physical part. If your personality is strong enough to survive death... then once again, you will be born into another new life. Where else would newborns for the next life come from?
You faced death once before and found out that there was life beyond the womb and, if your personality is strong enough, when you die... YOU WILL ALSO FIND OUT; THAT THERE IS LIFE BEYOND THE TOMB.
COPYRIGHT: CONSULTING WITH THE SPIRITUAL HOBO / ED BULEY 1998
Thank you for visiting "Diagnosis: Schizophrenia!" and for your comment Mr. Ed Buley! Thank you for your teaching on the significance of the belly button.
ReplyDeleteShining Light on the aspect of Life that is transience and transformation. Perhaps therefore, by association, you are comforting me, reassuring me that "All this will pass"; - that's a good thing to say.