Mr. S., the author of the blog "Diagnosis: Schizophrenia!" prefers anonymity at this stage, because of the common atmosphere around schizophrenia and around beliefs considered to be delusions. It's easier having an alter ego than having cold sweats over who might be reading the blog here, and what they may be thinking.
Mr. S. is someone who, once upon a time because of the herb called hemp, suddenly found himself in psychic trouble, receiving the attention of darkened souls in spirit - as you may well know by now, and will be able to recite in your sleep, if you have been reading all the posts!! But he is also as brave as anyone, and is close to celestial people as well; he also has a lot of devotional spiritual feeling, and is happy with that side of his Life. He looks forward to gaining enough strength to have a more normal life, being able to have a professional occupation as well as being someone with mental problems; likewise he looks forward to perhaps one day having enough health to be close to a special woman. As he wrote recently, Mr. S.
"...hears sounds in the silences;
He has an illness that's hard to say.
He's also just like you and me."
I'm still human, besides having mental problems, I still wish for the same things that everyone else wishes for.
This blog is a funny place that dares you to think about your spiritual beliefs and what is possible in terms of sensing the spiritual and spiritual phenomena. That's not all - to complicate matters, Mr. S. was diagnosed with schizophrenia - which 'muddies the waters', because his beliefs then look more like false ideation and delusions of persecution.
This blog is for interested skeptics (psychology students and doctors etc) and people in the position of apparent psychic activity and openness encountering spirits in uncontrolled ways and ways not beneficial to them.
Mr. S. is not strictly speaking a scientist, but he does closely analyse his experience; he also grows in clarity as to the nature of his situation. Mr. S. has a strong curiosity about the various aspects of his inner paranormality. In fact he heard a celestial spirit-person call him an exceptional "psychic-scientist"![Scientist of the 'psychic' reality] He has also been called a "militus Christi" (soldier of Christ), by his deceased father.
Mr. S. is coming to the awareness that the biggest aid for him in regaining psychic normality is spiritual self-care, that is good management of his subtle energy body - and he advocates this to others in circumstances like his.
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Mr. S. is someone who, once upon a time because of the herb called hemp, suddenly found himself in psychic trouble, receiving the attention of darkened souls in spirit - as you may well know by now, and will be able to recite in your sleep, if you have been reading all the posts!! But he is also as brave as anyone, and is close to celestial people as well; he also has a lot of devotional spiritual feeling, and is happy with that side of his Life. He looks forward to gaining enough strength to have a more normal life, being able to have a professional occupation as well as being someone with mental problems; likewise he looks forward to perhaps one day having enough health to be close to a special woman. As he wrote recently, Mr. S.
"...hears sounds in the silences;
He has an illness that's hard to say.
He's also just like you and me."
I'm still human, besides having mental problems, I still wish for the same things that everyone else wishes for.
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This blog is a funny place that dares you to think about your spiritual beliefs and what is possible in terms of sensing the spiritual and spiritual phenomena. That's not all - to complicate matters, Mr. S. was diagnosed with schizophrenia - which 'muddies the waters', because his beliefs then look more like false ideation and delusions of persecution.
This blog is for interested skeptics (psychology students and doctors etc) and people in the position of apparent psychic activity and openness encountering spirits in uncontrolled ways and ways not beneficial to them.
Mr. S. is not strictly speaking a scientist, but he does closely analyse his experience; he also grows in clarity as to the nature of his situation. Mr. S. has a strong curiosity about the various aspects of his inner paranormality. In fact he heard a celestial spirit-person call him an exceptional "psychic-scientist"![Scientist of the 'psychic' reality] He has also been called a "militus Christi" (soldier of Christ), by his deceased father.
Mr. S. is coming to the awareness that the biggest aid for him in regaining psychic normality is spiritual self-care, that is good management of his subtle energy body - and he advocates this to others in circumstances like his.
The author of this blog very much appreciates this outlet for his thoughts, and is also very appreciative of his readership. He is helped by the writing, as it increases his clarity and contentment, and hopes that there are others on Planet Earth greatly benefiting from this blog too. He is thankful for the feeling of community that the World Wide Web can bring, telling all of us that we are not alone, and that we share experiences in common.
Please feel free to leave comments and questions, particularly if you are scared by the any of the qualities of the reality described here - this is a blog partly about the paranormal, but it is not supposed to be frightening, just factual. So leave comments if you think I can help you at all.
The author expresses the wish that this blog may be a long term endeavour, documenting any recovery of health and changing understanding, as well as adventures in formally stopping taking anti-psychotic medication.
As always,
Thank you for reading,
Mr. S.
