tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-26069331101380984942024-03-13T21:32:46.923+00:00Diagnosis: Schizophrenia!A blog exploring schizophrenia and the paranormal.Mr. Shttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03846190841858036342noreply@blogger.comBlogger186125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2606933110138098494.post-18167752889907140252022-08-24T14:36:00.000+01:002022-08-24T14:36:00.079+01:00Personal Life Milestone, And The Importance Of Living With Purpose I think a lot of what I have been working with in this blog is the question of what I should believe about extra sensory phenomena, that can also be called natural sensitivity to the spiritual aspects of reality. I think I have been coming from a common materialist perspective whilst having ESP, and getting caught in doubt. I don’t really know people like me who have a lot of ESP and I haveMr. Shttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03846190841858036342noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2606933110138098494.post-4830158780330304062020-05-04T16:45:00.000+01:002020-05-05T09:56:45.184+01:00I am Feeding You From My Heart: Manifesto of Action on Spiritual Disturbance
A better term than haunting is "spiritual disturbance". I am writing this advice for you if you are in the same position as I have known. It is a voice of experience sharing approaches of personally proven value, though I am not myself yet clear of spiritual disturbance. This is as much as I can share right now, and from my heart. In writing this I am honouring a spiritual view of voices audibleMr. Shttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03846190841858036342noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2606933110138098494.post-32652645182679261912020-05-02T21:16:00.001+01:002022-08-24T13:23:28.566+01:00A Book On Telepathy and Psychic Sensitivity That Changed My Life
It was early on in my alternative health journey that I discovered a book called The Sensitive Person's Survival Guide: An Alternative Health Answer to Emotional Sensitivity & Depression by Kyra Mesich Psy.D.
I had been hearing difficult voices inside and feeling reduced mental privacy and feeling a hostile influence on my thoughts for a few years, with no sure sense that thisMr. Shttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03846190841858036342noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2606933110138098494.post-28148533531854878922020-04-26T09:29:00.001+01:002020-04-26T09:29:43.654+01:00Change of Heart
Looking back through some old posts - I have been writing now for over ten years, which 'plots' a journey and is a good achievement - I notice a habit in my writing about the voices.
I was just reading in a book about the power of love to change lives, and about how love "does not judge or criticise." I have been heavily critical of the voices.
We have different ways of speaking about the Mr. Shttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03846190841858036342noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2606933110138098494.post-75630514141619896842020-04-25T13:21:00.000+01:002020-04-26T07:40:59.383+01:00Day of Silence: A Personal Breakthrough
I hope to keep the memory of the 17 April from now on as a special day for me when I had much inner peace. Something happened on that day in this year 2020, that has really never happened to me before.
As someone who has had psychic intrusion and inner chatter and interior adversaries, I can tell you that I find it difficult to achieve inner peace, spaciousness and calm and Mr. Shttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03846190841858036342noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2606933110138098494.post-7251376336143430162020-04-25T11:39:00.000+01:002020-04-25T11:39:05.356+01:00Divine Intervention, Divine Non-intervention: A Loving Invitation to Serve Yourself
I do a lot of thinking and a lot of reading and processing of information and I think that this blog is a good way to share the fruits of that regarding this human experience of hearing voices and feeling force of will that are identified as problematic and originating in the non-physical Spirit world. I am glad to be able to help others by sharing here - very glad! I still assert and Mr. Shttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03846190841858036342noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2606933110138098494.post-6590389126998202752020-03-04T19:14:00.001+00:002020-03-04T19:14:50.392+00:00Music Page of Diagnosis Schizophrenia Blog Is Back!
I enjoy sharing my music with you. I had taken down the music page in 2017 after having been in hospital and being nervous about my music being online (because of anxiety about exposed voice). I have put up an old piece that has not been on the Music page before and one that has, called 'Twas Dark and Stormy, that I really like. I made these pieces about eleven years ago, during a busy four Mr. Shttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03846190841858036342noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2606933110138098494.post-25957136787094201072020-03-04T19:03:00.000+00:002020-03-04T19:03:27.103+00:00Progress Report Very Good Long General Post On Spirit Attachment/Haunting
I am not 100% sure that my inner conversations with spirits in lower state are really objectively real. I certainly believe it is possible for a person to be haunted and talk to spirits they can't see, who are there all the time.
My "attaching spirits" came when I was in psychiatric hospital. I was in distress, afraid of another patient and I felt a watermelon sized orb 'jump' from that Mr. Shttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03846190841858036342noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2606933110138098494.post-16284313943768995882019-09-26T12:37:00.002+01:002019-09-26T12:37:51.029+01:00What Do You Do When Your Natural Psychic Defences Are Compromised?
I have been reading about a battle that has been going on for ages on Earth between light and dark. There are spiritual beings that act to harm humans incarnate on Earth. I now call those spiritual beings "lower astral entities".
I have been given a lifetime where I am coming into awareness as sharing the space I am in with some of these lower astral entities. Sometimes they present just as Mr. Shttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03846190841858036342noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2606933110138098494.post-48421837528680569042019-07-20T05:32:00.002+01:002019-07-20T05:32:49.261+01:00Louis Wain: New Drawing in the New Drawings Section
I had been thinking of making a drawing for Louis Wain’s birthday, which is the fifth of August. Louis Wain was an artist and illustrator who lived from 1860 to 1939 who had some kind of brain condition that meant he moved further away from reality, while still maintaining the ability to create pictures. He drew cats! He must have loved them, because they were I think mainly what he drew. If youMr. Shttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03846190841858036342noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2606933110138098494.post-56037531963187314512018-06-13T02:56:00.001+01:002018-06-13T02:56:53.344+01:00Major Life Lesson: Heal Thyself
I have this idea: rather than search the world over for someone who is effective in helping me return to full health, I can help myself. I can find ways to get to full health myself.
I can get an education from books and study groups in areas related to spiritual health. I can do things to increase my well-being like getting out in Nature more and doing more to integrate myself socially.
I Mr. Shttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03846190841858036342noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2606933110138098494.post-4926825743548165302018-06-06T04:55:00.000+01:002018-06-06T04:55:24.693+01:00My Prognosis
I always feel I will resolve this... condition, this well-beingness condition to fullness of awareness of joy.
Recently a voice said “seven years”. I know my voices... this was a friendly trustworthy voice. (And the person meant seven years till I am back to strength in mind).
No more being insulted and challenged and argued with, irritated over and over.
Although I do very well, a part of meMr. Shttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03846190841858036342noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2606933110138098494.post-22126856359225472612018-03-26T19:03:00.001+01:002018-06-06T05:22:36.983+01:00New post
Hi readers,
I am still checking up on the blog now and then to review stats and comments. You can get in touch with me here if you are interested, and we can exchange views in the comments section.
I think the blog is interesting - I have written so much, and my views have evolved over time, to the extent that I could go back and edit what I have written, but I would like to let it stand as Mr. Shttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03846190841858036342noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2606933110138098494.post-10859822455304639652015-10-02T21:24:00.002+01:002015-10-02T21:24:47.462+01:00Update
Hi everyone,
I have decided to see if I am better off without my anti-psychotics. The medicines do not get rid of the main symptoms, and I think the symptoms will still be there if I come off the medicines. I also think that I will be better off relative to medicine sized effects of extra appetite and sleeping a very long time every day.
Just an update, I did not have much to say for a long Mr. Shttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03846190841858036342noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2606933110138098494.post-67358369702514240622013-01-28T23:10:00.000+00:002013-01-28T23:10:36.490+00:00More On Telepathy
I have read online somewhere that the cells in the brain that are
responsible for telepathy are the ends of the neurons, called
"dendrites". I think these areas are activated in people who report
telepathic awareness. In my case there was a psychic denuding, experiencing a
sense of mental nudity, but I think things went further, so that there was a
raising of awareness, becoming more actively Mr. Shttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03846190841858036342noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2606933110138098494.post-80700796400195512582012-11-30T20:23:00.002+00:002012-11-30T20:24:26.283+00:00Clozaril Update 30 November 2012
I am now post the six month mark, still on 350mg a day. Memory problems (that were quite significant) have improved and returned to normal. My disorderly speech has cleared up. - All this is really good.
I just started a new diet for myself, becoming sugar and alcohol free, which released a burst of activity and periods of really feeling uplifted and happy. I don't think this increased Mr. Shttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03846190841858036342noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2606933110138098494.post-9234389910740293212012-07-07T18:07:00.000+01:002012-07-07T18:07:56.800+01:00Clozaril Details: The BeginningI emerged from hospital last week, after 5 weeks on Clozaril. There is not much to say, actually, because I have only had side effects so far and am not on a therapeutic dose yet, according to the doctor.
I have felt really tired, sleeping till the afternoon, sometimes feeling faint walking about (like my blood sugar levels were affected). I had high readings for blood pressure and pulse, but Mr. Shttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03846190841858036342noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2606933110138098494.post-25446238523066497612012-05-20T01:51:00.002+01:002012-05-20T01:51:20.897+01:00Popularity of Posts on Diagnosis Schizophrenia: My Drawings
In terms of written posts,. most people come here to find out about "psychic attack", and less come for my autobiography on living with psychic/spiritual attack and the blurred lines in my culture between mental suffering and being psychic or sick.
However, way more (twice the number) of people come to see my drawings, from my initial breakdown and from time since then - which is a BIG surpriseMr. Shttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03846190841858036342noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2606933110138098494.post-3439376883928751032012-05-12T23:01:00.002+01:002012-05-12T23:01:37.052+01:00Dark Days
Don't forget that God is a wonderful Intelligence, far greater than ours. If what we call God, or Deity, or Spirit, or Universe is truly greater than us in intelligence, then we should not question that being in its chosen inaction to defend us in spiritual matters, for example, no matter how hard we pray.
I like the words of Jesus to Paul, recorded in 2 Corinthians chapter 12 verse 9. Paul hadMr. Shttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03846190841858036342noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2606933110138098494.post-27426507632833068632012-05-12T22:44:00.000+01:002012-05-16T23:48:15.606+01:00Update: Reflections and Clozaril
I have noticed that sometimes the darkness that comes into my consciousness is stronger than me, and it is determinedly evil. But you can't expect to always be stronger than others. But this is serious, it is no joke, I realize, to be thus in relation with unquiet souls. But I am grateful that it is not worse, that I am not in relation with truly demonic souls, just ones who are emotionally Mr. Shttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03846190841858036342noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2606933110138098494.post-49710224236502097752012-03-06T15:11:00.000+00:002012-03-06T15:11:10.985+00:00Telepathy... And Psychic Well-Being
Of all the symptoms I have, to do with apparent parapsychic problems, issues to do with telepathy must be the least credible, I imagine. It's a grey area. But really, it shouldn't be.
Sanaya Roman's Orin (a channeled spirit teacher) says that telepathy is normal, part of everyday life.
If you hear spirit voices, that's happening through telepathy. Mental voices need not be feared as unreal. AndMr. Shttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03846190841858036342noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2606933110138098494.post-33570606783735543792012-02-23T23:09:00.000+00:002012-02-23T23:09:56.267+00:00Community of Expanded Awareness, And Tolerance
This whole thing about expanded awareness would be a lot easier if I hadn't got really ill - that little fact of illness means everyone is very skeptical, once you start to fill them in on the details! Actually, "acceptance" of being psychic for a lot of people can still be just an attitude of detached skepticism and perceptions of eccentricity, I imagine, like looking at someone 'askance' Mr. Shttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03846190841858036342noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2606933110138098494.post-48099283880238576422012-02-23T22:40:00.000+00:002012-02-23T22:40:03.147+00:00The Weblog With A New Look!
"Diagnosis: Schizophrenia!" has had a new makeover. Now in blue and white! You like?
Thanks Blogger.Mr. Shttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03846190841858036342noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2606933110138098494.post-46218635170136114502012-02-20T17:14:00.000+00:002012-02-20T17:14:15.364+00:00Spirituality Reality, Schizophrenia Diagnosis and Cultural Norms
Diagnosed with schizophrenia today, the doctor said that she had to think of my relation to spiritual cultural norms when making the diagnosis. Which is funny (!), because she didn't know anything about the spiritual reality, it seemed. She didn't know what "psychic" means.
I think, in my country at least, that non-religious people outnumber those who are active members of religious communitiesMr. Shttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03846190841858036342noreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2606933110138098494.post-13918521192282536242012-02-20T16:38:00.001+00:002012-02-20T16:38:16.696+00:00Followers...
Welcome to my new follower! Thanks for reading.
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